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Sorry I haven't been around much this past week, I had a pretty crappy week and needed a mini vacation, so I convinced my mom to go to tue mountain. My moms boyrfriend is from there, so we met his family while we were there. It was GLORIOUS and refreshing, I feel tons better now.
Um...I got a job! :3 Im a waitress now, which makes great pay (believe me, yes it does) and I am saving for many things in the future. Money money money~
The only bad news is...my grandmother has colon and liver cancer, and my (ex)best friend has leukemia. Im very distressed by both, in different ways. My grandmother refuses chemo and her cancerous tumors are non-operabl, so shes extremely depressed and I understand. Its harder to visit her now that I have a job but I'll do my best. If she holds that against me thats her problem.
My ex best friend im not really worried about her health (it sounds mean but I dont mean it like that. Shes doing well so far just lots of pain) its the fact that all these people are aware of whats going on but im out of the loop. It makes me mad, and then I have people asking "hows she doing?" And I honestly CANT ANSWER. -_- aish...
But, all things aside, Im working to get more financial aid for my college I want to go to, and Im just...hanging in there I guess XD Hopefully you guys are okay too
<3
Bai~
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side note thingy: D&E have a new album out now, which I LOVE (Choki choki choki wa~ XD ) and THERES ANOTHER COMING OUT IN APRIL. its a Japanese album called "Present" and IM IN LOVE <3 I like it better than Growing Pains ^^' But their voices...
OMG
Um...I got a job! :3 Im a waitress now, which makes great pay (believe me, yes it does) and I am saving for many things in the future. Money money money~
The only bad news is...my grandmother has colon and liver cancer, and my (ex)best friend has leukemia. Im very distressed by both, in different ways. My grandmother refuses chemo and her cancerous tumors are non-operabl, so shes extremely depressed and I understand. Its harder to visit her now that I have a job but I'll do my best. If she holds that against me thats her problem.
My ex best friend im not really worried about her health (it sounds mean but I dont mean it like that. Shes doing well so far just lots of pain) its the fact that all these people are aware of whats going on but im out of the loop. It makes me mad, and then I have people asking "hows she doing?" And I honestly CANT ANSWER. -_- aish...
But, all things aside, Im working to get more financial aid for my college I want to go to, and Im just...hanging in there I guess XD Hopefully you guys are okay too
<3 Bai~
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side note thingy: D&E have a new album out now, which I LOVE (Choki choki choki wa~ XD ) and THERES ANOTHER COMING OUT IN APRIL. its a Japanese album called "Present" and IM IN LOVE <3 I like it better than Growing Pains ^^' But their voices...
OMG
Screaming
In my head there are millions of what I imagine to be voices all screeching like a pterodactyl...
Constantly...
Because I am just frustrated as hell XD
Neko has a job now~! With real live moneys :3 Its an electronic store. I originally started at the customer service desk, and my trainer was a complete and total BITCH -_- HOLY HELL. She was so rude and expected me to know everything even though she never explained what she was doing. Plus she acted like I wasnt even there half of the time. So now I have been moved to cashier and I was given a new trainer and everything is a TON better ^^
HOWEVER
Even with this change, I am still "trapped
Whyyyy
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These pictures cause me physical and emotional pain TT^TT I hate this haircut, I hate this month, I hate that he has to enlist this year, I HATE THAT WE HAVE TO DO THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE IN KOREA
FUUUUCK
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Trying to not focus on this. I have to perform Bang Bang Bang with a dance group tomorrow at the college, and I am super nervous 0___0' We've been drilling everyday for the past two weeks and I'm TIRED.
I've been giving more thought to my career choice (little late for that) and I'm thinking about how I want to incorporate photography in my future. (UMMA- you'll be happy to know I designed the logo for our dance group and it looks
ACK!
I feel like I need to dust off everything XD
FRIIIIIIICK
I SUCK HARDCORE.
I need to get back into this, because I am literally wasting away without you guys TT^TT
Bleh.
Word of warnning, no one mention anything SUJU related ATM or I'll start crying -_- my babies...MY BIAS IS LEAVING I CANT. TAKE IT. VAL HOLD ME </3
Since job hunting is going to consume my morning, I'm going to clean this sucker out tomorrow afternoon. I have nothing else to do so why not.
Miss you all! See you soon!
Ignite the Feelz :)
one of my headphones is weaker than the other. Its messing with me. :/
Anyway
I am forever in the SUJU feels right now. Im not sure if its because not my ultimate bias, but my TOP 2 BIASES ARE LEAVING (Siwon gets love too, hes so perfect) and Im so upset, or because we won International Artist AND fandom on the Teen Choice Awards, but I just...Im done XD
I just watched KCon on Mnet Countdown and almost screamed because Siwons Engrish intro AND they did 2 throwback songs, Twins (Knockout) and Sorry Sorry (we have so many songs now that Sorry Sorry shouldnt be considered a throwback but it is XD). I was so happy <3
D and E comeback soon,
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I didn't listen to that song yet, I bought the album and I'm waiting to get it XD
I'm sorry for your grandma and (ex)friend...I can understand your grandmother to refuse the treatments though. I'm not saying she shouldn't get them, but considering I had an uncle dying from cancer after two years of treatments, which only made his quality of life go lower and lower... I guess she wants to live her own way, to ehr own terms and not the terms of her illness.
I'm glad you got a job. Now the next part in having a job is spending the first check on whatever you want (which I never got to do because either I would get almost nothing or would have to use it to pay the rent........oh well.)
I'm sorry for your grandma and (ex)friend...I can understand your grandmother to refuse the treatments though. I'm not saying she shouldn't get them, but considering I had an uncle dying from cancer after two years of treatments, which only made his quality of life go lower and lower... I guess she wants to live her own way, to ehr own terms and not the terms of her illness.
I'm glad you got a job. Now the next part in having a job is spending the first check on whatever you want (which I never got to do because either I would get almost nothing or would have to use it to pay the rent........oh well.)