Screaming

In my head there are millions of what I imagine to be voices all screeching like a pterodactyl...

Constantly...

Because I am just frustrated as hell XD 

Neko has a job now~! With real live moneys :3 Its an electronic store. I originally started at the customer service desk, and my trainer was a complete and total BITCH -_- HOLY HELL. She was so rude and expected me to know everything even though she never explained what she was doing. Plus she acted like I wasnt even there half of the time. So now I have been moved to cashier and I was given a new trainer and everything is a TON better ^^ 

HOWEVER 

Even with this change, I am still "trapped". I hate how something goes well for me and then something goes horribly wrong to ruin my happiness. Its happened all year and its been really hard to cope and accept any genuine form of happiness. For example:

-Graduated from high school = grandmother dies two days later
-Moved to new state for college! = now cannot attend college until next year
-Mother got a new job! = has now sold the house so I can't move back in


Its these things and a ton of others that get me. So I seem like a constant unfeeling bitch because I cant help it. Life wont let me!!! 

Supposed to hang out with friends tomorrow...maybe it wont work because I live so far. Just waiting for fate to punch me in the boob I guess 

Night everyone! XD