Mmf. :/

(Side note: For those of you that heard Hang Geng was in Transformers 4, I have confirmed this. Yes he is. For literally 2 seconds he is. XD witha guitar XD but the movie is kick-ass as it is without the bonus, I just wish he hada bigger role. Then I could brag lol. )

So for the real reason why I'm here...

I just feel...meh. I think that the overall depression that exists here in this house is getting to me. I dont know I just have this...this overwhelming feeling of loneliness lately, which sucks. Dont get me wrong I LOVE my aunt and uncle with all my heart but there isnt a lot we have in common yet. Their sense of humor is WAAAY different then mine, and we cant seem to come together on music either (I like more besides Kpop, okay? But even then its not enough). I even call my best friends from time to time but their doing their own things back home without me. One of my friends finally was asked out for the first time and I wasnt apart of that. And to top it all off I am now the only one in my friend circle that is single. Great. -__-

Then I started thinking about senior year and how alone I'll be then too. My mom changed her work schedule, so that shortened our time. Im trying to wean myself off of my grandparents, so thats a big deal for
. My friends have jobs but I cant get one because they deduct that from my financial aid eligibility, so they'll be busy. Its just an overwhelming realization of lonliness that Im not ready for...

:/I'm probably being a baby here but I had to get it out. Im going to bed.

Night.