today. is.not.the.damn.DAY -____-
This week is going to take FOR-FREAKING EVER now that we are cramming. I took a really pleasant walk in the warm sun yesterday to calm my nerves. didn't work for very long -____-
I'm working on getting my drivers license before summer so I can get a freaking job, and ive been practicing in my mom's car. I'd like to practice in my grandfather's jeep BUT NO.
HE WONT LET ME. AT ALL.
"I can drive you there."
"Naw that's okay."
"Why not? I need to practice!"
"You need to get your license first."
HOW THE F**k AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY LICENSE IF YOU WONT LET ME PRATICE!? !?!?
You're basically saying im a bad driver, which is a lie. I'm damn good. At least I don't stop in the middle of a damn intersection when we have a red light. THE STOP LINE IS 4 FEET BEHIND US JUST GO THROUGH THE LIGHT.
Then the weight. Ohhh God the weight. I'm in the middle of getting ready for my mom to come and get me and my grandmother goes "Don't get mad at me for this."
"Depends; what is it?"
"You've put on a lot of weight."
"...I've lost three pounds in 2 weeks thank you."
"How do you know?"
"I went to the doctor and it said 215, now that im, able to get to the gym without all the snow I weighed myself and im 212."
"For your height, you're supposed to be no bigger than 130 pounds. How are you gonna lose ALL THAT WEIGHT?"
I want to be left the f**k ALONE. I'm doing damn good and im not listening to you and your sh*t. plus you wont go to the doctor for sh*t even though you're STILL COUGHING and you just drank a whole bottle of cough syrup. >3<
...the alst thing wasn't that huge, it wasn't even on purpose. but my grandmother's cousin that I went to see over spring break put on facebook about this hat that her neice made for her, how she loved it and it was so beautiful, bllah blah.
I MADE YOU A HAT. TO MATCH THE SCARF I GAVE YOU FOR CHRISTMAS. DID I GET RECOGNITION?
I know its not on purpose but USE YOUR HEAD. be serious. I cant even look at fb right now anyway with all this prom bs, now this.
... I need a hug. and sleep. -___- I don't like ranting to you guys like this all the time but damnit im pissed.