Kevin took a deep breath, trying to calm his racing heart as he waited for Ama to join him on the couch. He could tell by the loud slamming of things in the kitchen that she was still pretty annoyed, disgusted, and mad at the discovery of the new MV but also with Jun for having tried to take her away from him. He wasn't entirely settled with it either; he didn't think he could ever go to church enough to be cleansed ever again. And being exposed like that? He shuddered, sitting up straighter and tapping his foot. He had to prove to Ama he was hers alone, that he was the man for her. A sensitive, adorable, man, but still a man...sometimes. Sometimes he was Fangirlella. But that didn't count did it?
Ama put the last of the dirty dishes in the dishwasher and slammed the lid. She was fuming. She felt like Kevin had been taken advantage of by someone other than her. Someone else got to see him look sexy and...handsome...but not her? Other girls could ogle him on their computer screens, but she didn't have a say? Kevin was hers, goddammit. She wasn't about to let him be completely exposed. She had to claim him...
Ama flopped beside Kevin on the couch, leaning against him, fighting the awkward silence between her and her Vinnie. There wasn't much to say, and neither one of them wanted to think about what they had seen that day. Ama tried to block out the bittersweet sexiness of that MV, not feeling a hand rest gently on her thigh until there was a tug on her shorts. She pushed Kevins good hand away, gently at first, then roughly when he did it again.
"Knock it off!"
Ama shot straight up, looking at him. He was never this stubborn, not with her. He shot her a look of...something. Need?
"Um, what do you mean n-"
"I said no. Ama..." he took a deep breath, putting both hands on hers that rested on her thighs. "I'm sorry. There is something that I need to do. I need to prove to you that I am stronger than you think. I am a man, Ama, but more importantly I am YOUR man." He was being so sincere right now that Ama really didn't know how to respond. She knew he was capable of manliness. Not just from the Mono Scandal, but in the past. Kevin was Kevin, in any way. But she had a feeling she knew what was about to happen.
Kevin leaned in and kissed her, hard. Harder than he ever had before. He seized her hips and held them with his hands, tightening his grip with his long fingers when he pressed harder. Ama was leaning farther and farther backwards, feeling the seat of the couch cushion against her spine before she knew it. Kevin was suddenly over her, his tiny frame shielding her, his long hair tickling her forehead. She felt a growing interest as a bulge suddenly appeared in his jeans, just against over her. She broke away for a second, trying to get some air.
"So...we're taking this thing..."all the way", right?"
"Y-yeah..." Kevin muttered, fighting to maintain eye contact. "Only if...you're okay with it, I mean."
Ama laughed. "What happened? What kind of guy backs away from...this!?"
He leaned over and pressed a kiss on her forehead so long and passionate he trembled a little. "The kind that doesn't want to make the same mistake twice."
He was thinking of the time he tried having sex with her when he had all that soju back in Montreal. She winced. "Kevin, we had just met then. And you were drunk. I don't have sex with drunks."
"Even still, I love you enough to not lose you again."
Ama smirked wider and leaned up to Kevin's ear, whispering "If you do this right, I'll definitely be with you forever, Vinnie." Kevin gulped audibly, arms shaking a bit. Ama felt so evil, but not at all nervous. She wanted to see how far Kevin would go, could he hold up the manly thing? She didn't even care about that, but it was playing with him that amused her. Any bonuses that came with it were just added fun.
He resumed kissing her, moving quickly from her mouth to her jaw, from her jaw to her neck. He nipped gently, running one hand down Ama's bare arm. Electric shocks prickled all over her body, and he held her hand while branding little spots here and there. She slipped her free hand to his jeans, feeling a bulge greet her quickly. Kevin moaned, much to Ama's satisfaction, as she pressed experimentally.
"Ama..." Kevin half chuckled, half groaned. "Please,don't~"
"Why?" She sneered, doing it again. Kevin kissed her again and she nearly lost all focus. Damn he was good. She pressed harder, and his moans became louder and needier.
"Mmm..." he whined. "God, Ama...I..." his breath hitched sharply and he swallowed she she continued to evilly palm him. "Ah! I w-want you more now the I did then."
"Wait...what about a condom?"
Kevin reached into his pocket and pulled out a little wrapped square. The blush on his cheeks was growing pinker and hotter by the second. Ama grinned gently, leaning up to kiss him softly. She put her fingers through his dark silver hair, feeling how amazingly fluffy it was. She liked playing with the little baby strands along his neckline because it made him giggle, breaking his focus.
"Stop~" He couldn't control his voice and it shrunk to baby Kevin in a matter of seconds. Ama laughed softly, sitting up and walking towards the hallway. Kevin sat dumbfounded, pouting a little. She turned to look at him.
"Are you coming or what?" She said with a seductive flash of teeth. Kevin's frown melted and he tripped over the foot rest trying to run after her.
"Sssh! Shut up, idiot! What if someone's still he-!?" Kevin shut his door and immediately pressed his lips to hers, wrapping his arms around her back. She reluctantly broke the kiss for a moment, just putting her head on his shoulder.
"Did you ever think you'd be doing this?" Ama ventured, letting her nails graze his spine.
Ama shot him a death look, and he laughed. "I'm kidding, Ama! Relax."
"Well I don't want to ruin your innocence or anything." She shot sarcastically, trying to block images of those girls from the video rubbing all over HER Kevin. She felt a hand caress her hair as Kevin's voice became a dull, husky whisper.
"I think that happened the moment I met you." He chuckled dryly. "But its okay, because I dont think I'd trust anyone but you."
He kissed her sweetly, shyly, barely pressing into her like the Kevin she knew. She felt herself being lowered to the bed before Kevin discreetly climbed on top. They stayed like that for a while, before Ama tugged at Kevin's shirt. He pulled it off, taking hers off for her. She felt so weird, almost defensive, as Kevin stared at her.
"What!?" She barked, and Kevin just swallowed hard.
"You still sure about this?" Ama ventured hesitantly. Not like she didn't WANT Kevin, especially seeing him now. Why he wasn't shirtless more often she had no idea, because even though he was SUPER skinny, he had thick abs and a glossy, toned body.
He leaned down to her ear, slipping a hand over her body until her skin electrified. "The only thing I have ever been more sure of was how much I loved you."
"Okay." Somehow the way he said that wasn't like the normal baby Kevin; it was almost like a challenge, like a "make-me". She watched as Kevin slowly, slowly went to his belt buckle and unhooked it, then his jeans zipper...and then he fumbled with that.
"Please, tell me you haven't done this before."
"That's obvious." Ama rolled her eyes, Kevin grinning with embarrassment as she fixed the zipper and undid it. Kevins boxer tent revealed itself to her, and she smirked. Kevin pulled out the condom before removing his jeans all the way, and then pulling his boxers down to reveal his cock. Ama blushed involuntarily, looking away as he put it on and positioned himself over her. She let him remove her pants, slowly and gently, while he continued to kiss her neck softly.
"I love you, Ama."
"I love you too, Vinnie."
Kevin rolled over in his tiny bed, groaning softly. He felt so tired, his whole body drained from...God he couldn't even begin to think about it. His eyes fluttered open as he suddenly realized he wasn't alone in his bed.
Ama didn't open her eyes but she mumbled sleepily. "Morning..."
"I thought it was a really good dream there for a second."
"No, I'm still here. I'm very naked but I'm still here."
"Pinch me, this has GOT to be a dream...OUCH!"
Ama chuckled evilly as she snuggled closer to Kevin's warm body and sighed happily. His hand throbbed dully to remind him it wasn't a dream, or in this case a nightmare and then a dream, and he grimaced a bit. As if sensing something was wrong, Ama took his hand and placed her lips on it. Kevin's heart thrummed happily and he settled in her hair, inhaling deeply.
"Hm? For what?"
"You...you made my first time a special time..."
Ama's eyes suddenly shot open and her head whipped up, startled. "WAIT WHAT!?"
The door clicked and they both froze. Kevin quickly threw the blankets over Ama's head and threw the cat head pillow and stuffed bear on top of that. Kiseop peeked his head in and smiled.
[ "Morning hyung!"]
["K-KISEOP! IM NAKED!"]
["Oh. Sorry. Did I just hear Ama in here?"]
"Ama's in there with Kev!? What!?" Eli poked his head in with glee, saw Kevin's pale shirtless body, and shrieked. Kevin went to throw one of the animals at him but thought twice.
["NO! No one's in here! She's probably in the bathroom or something..."]
"She was pretty loud then."
Eli chuckled. "That's not new."
Kevin heard a distinct growling from under the blankets and tried to cover it up with violent coughing. Kiseop and Eli just looked at each other and shrugged.
"WHY ARE YOU GUYS IN HERE!?"
["Oh yea! I forgot! Soohyun- hyung wanted to talk to us. He doesn't seem very happy." ]
Kevin just wanted to curl up next to Ama and go back to sleep, but no. There was still Jun related business to take care of. He hated Jun related business.
"I'll...I'll be out in a sec. Okay?"
"Kay!" Kiseop shut the door.
"Umma? Umma? You there?" Neko's voice could be heard in the hallway.
"Fuck..." Ama whispered softly. Kevin threw on some clothes and tried to walk out when Ama cleared her throat. Kevin looked down to see her bra was under his shirt strapped around his little frame. He blushed hot red and ripped it off quickly, tossing it to her.
"Careful! Bras are expensive!"
"You're kidding, right?"
"This one was $25."
"Hey I didn't choose the boob life, alright!?"
Soohyun looked like an angry father about to discipline his children. His arms were crossed and he sat looking at Eli, Kevin, Kiseop, Jun, and Dongho seated on the couch. Xander hung around, but he too avoided Soohyun's gaze and tried to look like he was busy. Hoon just stayed in his room, occasionally peeking out to see what was going on. The three girls huddled quietly in the kitchen with breakfast, not daring to murmur to each other for fear they might lose something from the other room. They relied on their Korean language skills and the elevation of Soohyun's voice to tell them his mood, and so far it was not okay.
"So who is going first?"
No one moved. Soohyun's facial muscles twitched a bit and he inhaled. "Do you...have any idea...how EMBARRASSING THIS IS!? Our manager is being harassed hourly now asking if he knows any info about what happened last night. I'm the one that has to tell him SOMETHING so our career doesn't go down the drain! I-"
"It was my fault."
Soohyun looked at Jun, gritting his teeth. "I'm listening."
Jun stood up and avoided his elder's gaze, looking over the other members who all shot sideways glares at him. Kiseop's jaw cracked and scraped from grinding his teeth. "It was mean. It was immature of me. It was the most irresponsible thing I could have done. You guys didn't have to accept another maknae..." he looked at Dongho, who showed no emotion whatsoever. "You were missing a piece that only one person could have filled, and that person was not me. I don't...I don't know what came over me. But it won't happen again because...I'm leaving."
"What?" Everyone spoke up at once. They didn't expect it to go that far.
"Yeah. I...I'm quitting. I don't really have anything to contribute anyway. I'm not a strong anything, just a weird...mix of all of your talents and not even a good one. So I'm just gonna go off on my own. I'll probably go back to school or something. "
"Now hang on..." Eli stood up and walked over to Jun. Even though Jun was kind of muscley, Eli's impressive frame made Jun flinch in fear. He knew Eli could punch the fuck out of him any second and knock him flat out. "Look. You fucked up. Bad. I could really fuck you up pretty bad right now but it looks like Kevin beat me to it." He chuckled, catching himself. "But...you don;t have to leave. In fact, you should stay."
"Yeah..." Kevin sighed. "The first step is always forgiveness. I don't think I need any more drama right now."
"That video was not like you guys at all." Dongho snickered. " You sure you don't need me to bring the innocence back with my cute pudgy face?"
"Shut up." Xander elbowed him playfully.
"But...why do you want me to stay? After everything?"
"I want you to stay..." Kiseop stood up, eyes flaming. He strode up to Jun, sizing him up, teeth grit. "I want you to stay and look me in the eyes every day. I want to be the reminder of what you almost did. I want you to regret every second of it..." He growled, and suddenly everyone's budding smiles flattened on their lips. "And I want you to earn your forgiveness."
Soohyun had been listening to this and had almost stepped between the two but hesitated. This wasn't a bad idea. Jun swallowed hard, suddenly dropping to a bow on the ground. His hands and knees were evenly spread on the floor and his head touched the cold tile. Suddenly a weight appeared on his back and he was suddenly flattened all the way.
Neko sat on his back and rocked back and forth hearing the bones pop and Jun groan in agony. Ama and Val appeared and stood next to their boyfriends looking down at Jun.
Val cleared her throat. "Well...it will take some time before we recover."
"Not gonna happen."
Neko stood up and ran over to Kiseop, hugging him hard around the waist. He put his arm protectively around her.
"Buuuuuut we're a little bit harder to please then your band mates." She smiled evilly.
Jun flushed red and his face was anything but relieved. "I'm scared."
"You should be." Ama spat.
"What are you going to do?"
Ama shot Val and Neko a look as her grin grew wider. "Well, you can start by..."